TJ Photography's Deviant Journal

Back home in Denver, and I find myself searching for a reason or a meaning to stay. I have been here in the hopes that a woman I love dearly would love me back the same and it has not and will not happen. Thus, I find I have no reason to stay. Okay I do have one major reason, I have the best doctors still looking after me. to change would be a step backwards seeing how I never visited doctors on a regular bases before the cancer.

Photography is fine, only problem is that I'm finding nothing interesting to shoot. I've shot all over the city and my lack of transportation limits me and keeps me from the mountains. I know I would spend days up there just shooting and exploring and shooting. I need my creative edge back, but I don't think having a car will do.

You know, I've haven't been writing in two or three months. Maybe that's what I need?!

I just don't know.